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Florence and the Machine - Never Let Me Go
you know what sucks?
adeliewantmore:
distorted self-image. distorted thoughts. distorted everything. isolation. constantly feeling tired. feeling dead. feeling like everybody hates you. feeling like a burden. hating yourself. being afraid to go in public. being afraid to eat in front of someone else. being afraid to eat something you used to enjoy. feeling the absolute need to work out constantly or make up for what you’ve eaten. crying in dressing rooms. crying in grocery stores. crying in restaurants. constant headaches. constant dizziness. not knowing what feelings are anymore. not knowing how to act around other people. numbers. fucking numbers that take over your mind and soul. not knowing who you are anymore. not knowing who you want to be. not living, just existing and going through the same motions daily. not knowing if you even want to be alive.
but you know what sucks even more about all of that? not believing that you’re strong enough to change it. that you’re not strong enough to turn it all around. that you don’t even deserve to.
So I know I’m the Emma Watson of roleplay and I’m her irl, but on facebook I’m going to be rping Zac Efron for awhile so I get my game back~ I am not giving up my title though.
good thing no one says that they love me
not even the person i want to care.